♥ Tuesday, May 19, 2009
I HATE COMING HOME EARLY I HATE EVERYTIME WHEN I HAVE TO FACE HIM WHEN HE IS BACK I HATE IT WHEN EVERYTIME HE IS NOT HAPPY ABOUT A CERTAIN SMALL THING AND HE JUST FUSS EVERYTHING ON ME JUST AS IF I AM HIS PUNCHING BAG!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO WAD IF I AM HIS DAUGHTER I DONT CARE I DONT WAN TO BE TREATED LIKE A TOOL TO BLOW HIS TEMPER ON I DONT WAN TO BE A FUCKING PERSON WHO PEOPLE THROW THEIR TEMPER ON
why cant i be a person who brings happiness to others???
why cant i be the one who people loves to be with???
why cant i have a happy life with a happy family who dotes on me????
why cant i be free from such things to happen???
why must i always hold everything i want to say deep within me???
why cant i choose my next steps???
why cant i enjoy a simple dinner everyday???
why cant i have a simple beautiful life with simplicities???
WHY ISNT MY LIFE BLISSFUL?????these will never be answsered as no one can change this stupid thing called
fate...
had fun today in class but everything changed as soon as my parents got back!!! and it does SUCK!
with loads of ♥.7:28 PM