when will this nightmare be over??? will the dreamcatcher work on such a nghtmare???

i see myself growing mentally but i dont seem as strong as i used to be...i want to be the old me the bubbly me the carefree me but i cant seem to turn back or be happy inside out anymore...i really hate these feeling i am always happy with my friends but with these situation in mind i dont think i can take any more of this...it is time for me to got out and relax!!! i need a holiday to breathe and be free i want to go to a place where no one knows me and i dont have to pretend of put on a mask...

school's been a drag to me i dont like the stress but i love the people there =) (well most of them) i have to be more discipline and revise in order to bring up my GPA and i believe i can do it!!!! i shall not let some matters disturb me so from now on i am going to be more hardworking and do my own revision =)

xoxo; Ewen

with loads of ♥.10:13 PM