♥ Friday, August 6, 2010

when will i be able to smile again??? when am i able to see the colours in my life??? WHEN CAN I GET OUT OF SUCH A MISS I MADE???? all i see now are pain and frowns, black white and grey, tears and struggle....
Things aint the same...this sem i realised i dont feel the same when the sem is ending like i felt in the other two classes... I will miss my bears ALOT if we are no longer in the same class!!!! but why do i not feel the way i should feel at the end of the semester??? is it becausewe are going to be in the same class or is it just thatwe will still be in touch and meeting after the whole change of class thing???
am i facing a challenge set by god??? or is it just because i am not doing a good job which led to such a consequence at the end of it??? I feel so useless, so unwanted, ignored and rejected by ppl I cherish!!!! I hope is just a little nonsense I feel and it isnt really happening that way....
Love ; Ewen
with loads of ♥.12:41 AM