i never get to view my life at a dead end or where i dont see a particular path for me to walk onto. nothing feels so mysterious and uncharted to me for the past 19+++ years although i never had things the way i wanted them but i always get the ultimate goal of it...in other words im satisfied with what i've got!!! but now that IIP is ending, imma graduate from RP on May 18th OFFICIALLY (WOOHOOOOO!!!!!) but one big question is in my head... What is my next step? Where would I go from here? or in lay man's term.... SO NOW WHAT?

How do I proceed?

Where am I headed to?

What am I going to do?

How long am I going to take before moving on?

Am I willing to do it?

How much do I want?

Will I like what I choose?

WHAT ARE MY PLANS? Study?? Work??

so many questions to answer and yet i have no clue...to cut off studying and enter the adult world it aint easy yet many have done it perfectly!!! Do i have the strength to survive??? Am I ready for it??

it is no longer a straight path where the directions are obvious... I have reached not just a cross-junction but a junction that leads to different paths. Some are brightly lid where it is tempting and seems like the most right road to go, others are dark and misty where I have to take each step super carefully

Well whatever it may be I am going to not regret my decision!!! and I'm sure things will work out just right for me as long as i head towards my goal any path that brings me there will be the right one (who really knows which path is the right one?)

with loads of ♥.9:47 PM