everything still happens when you suffer, cry, laugh, sleep... I swear it is weird to walk pass the ICU seeing an old couple walk out of the ward looking sad or hear the doctor tell a group to be prepared before entering the ward, and later walk pass a family with all smiles and a newborn baby in the hands of a proud new mom. A place where I work is also the place where people celebrate an addition to their family or mourn over the leaving of a loved one which happened too early. To see such drastic range of emotions in a day it really makes me think what am i doing in my life. All i think of is me, mourning over the fact that I am never better than others. Thinking how naive of me to actually think, things actually happen the way i think they will.

Life aint easy, one minute you see joy and the next it could be ripped off from you. accept whatever comes your way, celebrate for being alive each day and live it to the fullest. Live life with no regrets. Solve a problem and never create it again.

Alright nuff of my nonsense that i just feeling like penning down...so work has been well...alright just that my skin doesn't approve with it since it keeps popping out those nasty pus filled bumps arghhh maybe being in school would be a better choice HAHAHAHA so i have just found out my aunt and uncle are coming to Singapore during christmas YAY ME!!! I missed them since my trip over there to see them =D but this time round...no sports car to beat a red light -.- oh well and the best thing is they are here after my attachment ends!! means more time to spend with them!!!! before they fly off to India for New Year's. I get to celebrate Christmas with them it is enough =D Anyway my aunt will be back in Jan to celebrate my grandfather's birthday before she flies back to LA. OH YEAHHHHHHH hehehe this means more shopping and USS again in JAN!!! hahaha im all excited once IIP ends on the 21st Dec, attend a christmas party with RHS on the 23rd then on the 25th Dec my aunt and uncle is here!!! with another christmas party with my family that night the next few days means shopping shopping and more shopping!!! a little rest till my aunt is back again and then MORE shopping!!! when she is gone USS here I come again!!! and re-dye my hair for CNY then end jan CNY it self fuck yeah I will has MAROON/RED HAIR (I hope) then April is GRADUATION!!! rather packed but in between I need to find a job to settle down into...

alrighty i will end here I might have bored people off from here so toodles =D

love ; Ewen

with loads of ♥.5:50 PM